August 12th, 2002

(I've tried patience)

~smile~ I'm such a strange girl...

I felt like hell this morning because the things that haunt my waking days crept into my dreams as well and it's completely inescapable and I *hate* it.

~smile~ But then I read my friends page and I'm sitting here smiling like it's Christmas. ~shakes head~
Just. Too damn cute. And. ~happykittensigh~
And. ~smallbounce~ And. ~smile~ And things.

So, yes. I feel better now.
Because. Just. So cute.
~grin~

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  • Current Music
    'Little Earthquakes (live)', Tori Amos.
(I've tried patience)

You know...

...it does just get cuter. And I'm smiling so hard it hurts, and I can't remember the last time I did that.

~hearts and flowers~
Thank you.

E.
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  • Current Music
    'Waitress (live)', Tori Amos.
(I've tried patience)

Hmm...

While going through some of my best friend's things around a year ago, two years after she died, to recover Christmas cards I'd sent her & things, we discovered a video made for her by the people at school, while she was in hospital. I've just watched it...it's odd the things, the people you forget until something reminds you. It was fun to watch, though - especially Mill, the girl who made it, who was always absolutely hilarious (and looked exactly like the very lucky girlfriend of the very lovely guy I met on Tuesday) and who I miss a great deal. I don't know quite how we ended up not talking, but I wish I could go back and change things...I could do with someone to make me laugh like that these days. ~s~

On the other hand I could always just kick around LJ and be entertained. I've got to say a proper thank you again this morning - olithered and fluffymark for writing, and valkyriekaren, wechsler & nevla for (mostly inadvertantly) cheering me up a lot today. Thank you! Thank you! Thank you!
I love you all. ~blows kisses~

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  • Current Music
    'Space Dog (live)', Tori Amos.
(I've tried patience)

Why no, I don't have a life, thank you for asking. ~s~

Spent a rather nice evening reading David Eddings (yet again) and then watching University Challenge and being able to answer an unusually high number of the questions. Go me. ~s~

Very possibly it makes me quite a sad individual to have been sitting in watching University Challenge with my parents, but there's not a lot else to do round here and it made me smile a little...it's only a Monday night after all...~s~

fluffymark, you know that person we've mentioned whom you keep bumping into and who is very much remaining nameless?
How tall is he, roughly?
Just curious. ~halo~


~sigh~ I miss kitty_goth.
Now where did that come from? ~shakes head at self~

Well, anyway. Playing Angband and listening to Tori Amos, which proves I have no life, I think. ~s~

Actually I miss a lot of people, a fair few of them people I've only met the once. But I'm strange like that. And they're people I feel a great deal for.
And knowing one of them professes to be thinking of me is really very touching. I hope I see him again soon. ~sigh~

Oh, and. Dancers. It intrigues and amuses me that someone I actively dislike can nevertheless catch and hold my attention by being a fantastic dancer. The thing I have about music just gets silly sometimes.
Really was a good dancer, though. Thank god it's the only attractive thing about them. ~shudder~
There are some people who I really, *really* want to see dance...

/ramble

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Later : Ooh! I found a picture of one of the most elusive stalk-objects! ~bounce~
So it's not a good picture, so what? It's a picture! Of him. ...in a PVC coat.
~thud~
  • Current Music
    'Waitress (live)', Tori Amos.