May 29th, 2002

I can fly!

Well...

...I do have a couple of things to smile about this morning, since my Friends page is looking much prettier than it has done in, well, ever. ~smile~
Still though. Everything that's happened is just so damn unbelievable. I have to focus on this Friday and getting the hell out of here; that way I also leave the Internet behind for a week and don't have to worry about any of this nonsense.
Hope everyone else has a better day today,

Much love,

E.
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  • Current Music
    'Falling', Kosheen.
(I've tried patience)

Hmm.

My parents rang last night and my dad made a comment about my trying to steer people in the direction I'd like them to go.
Didn't entirely realise it, but I have been doing this. It isn't working. Time to give up and stop.

And I *will* learn to stop caring about people.
I *will*.
I have to.
Sigh.

E.
x
  • Current Music
    'Slip & Slide (Suicide)', Kosheen.
(I've tried patience)

Sigh.

There are always so many ways and instances in which this song is appropriate to me that it almost makes me laugh.
Almost.

[There was part of a song here.]

Or, apparently, not.

E.
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  • Current Music
    'Cover', Kosheen.
I can fly!

ARGH.

Would people just fucking stop further fucking up my days please?

It's just that every time I think I might have just about got it together, someone knocks it all down again.

ARGH.

E.
x
  • Current Music
    'Falling', Kosheen.
(I've tried patience)

Right. C'est la paille ultime.

No further posting.
I know I've teased you by telling you that it might reach this wonderful moment before, and then carried on posting, but I mean it this time, unless I have an extremely good reason to post something.
I won't be online over half-term anyway. Whether I start posting again after that is anyone's guess.

Incidentally, djm4, kitty_goth - I do appreciate both your comments today, it's just that today wasn't the best of days to pull me to pieces. Sorry.