OK, own up, who's got my muse?
I started this just a short while ago, inspiration hitting me like a speedboat, and realised it's not really going to go anywhere.
It's ages since I wrote something that wasn't about one of you lot. ~g~ I think it shows.
I swallow, trying to control my reactions, and then he looks up and sees me watching. For a split second I wonder whether to just shrug and look away, but the expression on his face is such an exquisite mix of curiosity, vulnerability and obvious interest that I give in and let myself very deliberately look him up and down, and up again. When I finally meet his eyes, his lips are parted slightly, and it's all I can do not to just march over there; but I have more style than that and he expects more from me.
I shan't, I think, disappoint him.
If I can't do better than that fairly soon I'm going to have to give up on this one, which would be a shame as I rather like the idea.
Sigh. I'm supposed to be typing out documentation for my French coursework; I suppose I should probably do that.
...how realising you were frightened by someone's own complete idiocy, and that it's idiocy on a scale that's not likely to be repeated, helps to kick the fear. Yay!
But, total utter disgust at the person for being such a complete prat in the first place. Jesus - if I went around saying to everyone at school, "I'm really into having my skin hacked into with sharp instruments, you should try it, here, look at this pretty knife" I'd have been sent home and shouted at for hours. What a twerp. ~shakes head~
In other news, more yay! I have friends who Understand! Yay!
Oh, roll on my Summer Ball. ~bounce, bounce, bounce~
And, mmmmm...if that Liberty X (which is apprently now their name) video keeps playing on Smash Hits I may have to become re-addicted to music TV...just the way one of the guys loves the camera, moves for the camera, and with the black leather and the coat and the cane and stuff...~blinks~ Ahem. Anyway.
I think I'm falling in love again.
Actually, that's not true. I just think I'm loving someone more than I should - I'm not falling *in* love with them, not yet, though it's a distinct possibility.
But, still. Eek. Enough, already...I mean, this one loves somebody else, as well...~sigh~ Dammit.