April 18th, 2002

(I've tried patience)

Well, since she can't bitch about the cutting...

...my mother has decided to scream at me about my work, my room, my friends, my clothes, and my music.
Sigh.
Thank god they're both leaving the house today. I don't *want* to curl up and cry at the moment - I'd quite like to be happy, if that's ok with the blasted gods of fate.
Rargh.

But, ~bounce~ at that Sugababes single I mentioned earlier...heard it again this morning and it is just *so* good. Yay music. Yay Gary Numan. Yay good cover versions. Yay.

Damn it, why does everything have to conspire to make me unhappy?
(With the absolute exception of many LJ people, of course.)

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  • Current Music
    'Freak Like Me', Sugababes. Yay!
(I've tried patience)

Darn.

Determined, but not determined enough.
~cries~

I know, I know, my parents are fantastic and have displayed that lots recently. But because I love them so much, they can *hurt* me so much with the things they say...and I'm still, apparently, "a waste of [their] time, a daughter [they] didn't want" so...y'know...they're not always so great.

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  • Current Music
    The same.
I can fly!

Better now.

Parents leaving house (and therefore child) for two days = parents wanting things to be friendly, at least on the surface. Mother has apologised.
Feathers generally less ruffled all round.
Tea was a good idea. Thank you, wechsler.

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  • Current Music
    Nothing right now.
(I've tried patience)

Oh my.

Half an hour ago I read a piece of fanfic which distracted me lots, and so on.
It's just occurred to me that the things in the story that distracted me the most are actually things which might really happen to me one day.

God, this is fun. ~grin~ Bizarre, but fun.

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  • Current Music
    Still the Sugababes. I do so love that song.
(I've tried patience)

~purrs. lots.~

I got so excited about this I had to post a whole entry about it. Aren't you lucky. ~grin~

I mentioned in a survey that the Dreadful Seb has gone, because I found the first of the three latest stalk-objects a Man.
And such a pretty one, too.
Well, I invented this completely.
So imagine my shock/delight/purrage when I found a photo of the two of them together!
And sweet holy nothing, they are so pretty.
And they look so right together!
And, the internet loves me, y'know?

~bounces off into the sunset~

[I forget some of you actually know these people...]

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  • Current Music
    Further adventures of Enya.
(I've tried patience)

~happysigh~

Feel. Safe. Cared for. Happy. And things. Yes.

Off to spend evening with new characters (let's call them Steve Jansen and Cilla Black, never mind why) and get to know how they work and things.
And then sleep.
Sleep is good.

Oh, and I love giolla. Like you didn't all know that.

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  • Current Music
    And still...