April 15th, 2002

Music

Phones, and things.

1) Have almost no credit on my phone again. Therefore, if you call and for whatever reason I don't answer, don't leave a voice message - I can't pick it up. Text me instead and I'll call you back from the house phone when I can. K? Great.

2) Does anyone know someone called Shane? I had a voice message a while back that appeared to be from someone called Shane. I know no Shanes. Help?

3) Some sweet person texted me on Saturday, but it wasn't a number I knew and they didn't sign it or anything. If they could let me know who they are, I'd love to be able to thank them properly. ~smile~

4) Parents not in tonight or Thursday night, therefore :
wildeabandon, will phone this afternoon.
giolla, if you've got any time this evening when I could call...?
ciphergoth, sorry about last night - parents were trying to get to sleep in room directly below me and thus don't take kindly to phone conversations. ~s~ If you can call tonight before eleven (when dad gets back I think) that would be great; if not, sometime Thursday night?

I do so love days when my parents are going to be elsewhere. Means I don't really have to do anything, so I plan to spend a little while making myself a collage of LJ's Beautiful People, so that I can print it out and stick it on my wall at school and everyone can wonder who they are.
So many very beautiful people on LiveJournal. It's really rather extraordinary.

Given that it looks like I may see giolla on Sunday, I feel slightly better. Many many thanks for all supportive comments.

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  • Current Music
    'So Lonely', Jakatta.
(I've tried patience)

Stalking again...

...oh, I know I shouldn't, but it's so much fun.
Even more fun when they're slightly intimidating and have no idea who you are.
And while I'm here, why *is* it that so many Americans think that if you're from England you live in London? It's the only place worth mentioning, apparently...~g~

Ah, stalking. It's so good to have a mission again.

Rah, indeed. Many many *many* thanks to wildeabandon, the sine qua non of my stalkerdom.
Oh, and don't let this worry anyone...~g~ It's just been longer than usual since I had someone to look up...and I am *not* likely to write to this one. ~smile~

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  • Current Music
    The same.
(I've tried patience)

Through dangers untold and hardships unnumbered...

...well, not really, but through a heck of a lot of photographs and for no discernable reason, and I hate my useless computer. Sigh.

I will prevail! Yes indeed. Somehow.

Sometimes things people say to me just don't get through until hours, sometimes days, later. Um, miaow. Anyway...

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  • Current Music
    'Cuddly Toy', Roachford.
(I've tried patience)

Angsty.teen.goth.post :

There really is no point to this. Every time I think things are going to be ok, I fuck up.
Being hurt by the ones I love is bad enough. Hurting them is unforgivable.
I shan't cut myself, as my parents have enough ammunition as it is.
But I feel like I'm bleeding so much inside that it really wouldn't change much if I could.
I am breathless with hurting. I deserve nothing more than cold silence. If only I had the strength to find it.

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Comments turned off because I realise this post is just so much melodramatic tosh, and I don't want any comments of 'no, really, you're fab' because at the moment, no, really, I'm not.
  • Current Music
    'Colorblind', Counting Crows.
(I've tried patience)

~sigh~

Sorry about that. So anyway...

Many thanks to fluffymark for making me smile often today - yes, I'm sure you didn't mean to, but it happened anyway, so thank you.

Edited later : Paranoid again, giolla did call.
Still though...

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  • Current Music
    'Hippy Chick', Soho.