February 27th, 2002

(I've tried patience)

The part of my head that controls dreams...

...was the bit I landed on when I was dropped on my head as a child. I'm sure.

Last night's: At the airport with G and Tasha, waiting to meet coracaskia off a plane for some reason, when Tasha nudges me an points across the forecourt. Leaning up against a pillar is TNSSA, pinstripe suit and all, blowing smoke rings in our direction with a smile.
So we go over, and say hi, and TNSSA is chatting with us - and then Tasha's mobile goes off, and she answers it, blinks, and looks at us and says "Does any of us know anyone called Rod? This phone call is for a 'Rod'..." We all frown and shrug. And then TNSSA says "Actually, that's *my* real name" and takes the phone.

...

....*Rod*?

We think possibly not.
Though at least changing it to what it currently is would have been a better move than Derek Dick changing his name to Fish. (/80s reference)

Rod. I am traumatised. And I don't think I can rest until I know exactly what TNSSA's real name *is*. ~s~

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  • Current Music
    'The Female Of The Species', Space.
(I've tried patience)

Eh. Another one. Joy.

"Why the heck are you scared of *that*? You're weird, you are. That's just stupid, to be scared of that, I mean, that's *normal*."
-Ritchie, this morning.

Um, excuse me? First I have issues with "that's *normal*", which it bloody isn't in any case. (And yes, before you say it, what *is* normal, anyway?) And I'm really getting sick of feeling stupid for a fear I can't control. And people say "If you're frightened you can talk to me" and then they laugh. And *that* is weird.
I mean, yes. It's stupid to be scared of spiders, I suppose. But lots of people are and so nobody thinks it's particularly strange any more. Jesus! Go and throw one of *them* at the man in the fucking street, see how he deals with it! ~rageragerageragerage~

~deep breaths~ I feel better now. ~sigh~ I wish TNSSA wasn't working right now...could really do with a conversation.

Sigh.

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  • Current Music
    Ali G must die. Slowly, and in some way involving railings.
(I've tried patience)

~stares at computer screen~

They've. They've blocked. They've blocked countess_sophia's site. They've blocked it.
~shakes head~
"This is a school where we encourage you to be independent young women."
The hell it is. This is the school where the then head of PSE told me that I couldn't possibly be attracted to women, because that was something that only happened to people who had something mentally wrong with them.

Um. This is a rant I really should have done yesterday about them blocking the NME website, but for some reason this upset me more. Can't imagine...

I. Am. Furious.
No, furious doesn't even begin to cover it. Doesn't. Even. Begin.
So how long before they block LiveJournal? Place your bets, anyone?

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  • Current Music
    Nothing right now.
(I've tried patience)

~clears throat~

"And then I go and spoil it all by saying something stupid like..."?

~jumps up and down~

~clears throat~

That is all I have to say.

But it won't be...*

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*Italics indicate a Threatening Tone of Voice. Like you hadn't figured. ~g~
  • Current Music
    That freakin' song, now, but it was worth it.
(I've tried patience)

~s~

My head is full of happy pictures. I mean, god only knows if they're justified ones, but they're there, and it's pretty.

And the sky outside is *beautiful*.

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Later : On the other hand, I'm sick of having pictures just in my *head*, as I was *promised* one or two *real* pictures (oh, yes I was, and I bet I've got the proof somewhere)...
~falls off chair giggling~ Titanic! Titanic! Oh, god! ~helpless laughter~
Anyway : G, what was I thinking? Haven't been reading back through James P. Sullivan's journal! ~more helpless giggles~ Tee hee.
...bugger. ~curiouscuriouscurious~ Nobody ever fucking names anyone. ~g~ Not that I don't understand why, but it's still really annoying. Oh well - I suppose I'm guilty of something similar...~goes off to do more detective workage~ *ding* Right on one count, not sure about the other.
He's too fucking cute. I'm grinning like an idiot.
And TNSSA, I really, really love you. Your priorities rock my world just as you do.
I'll shut up now.
  • Current Music
    'B With Me', Mis-Teeq.