January 26th, 2002

(I've tried patience)

Hmm.

I think, maybe, I've read too *much* fanfic. I don't know...some things, when you think about them in a slightly different context, are much less scary. And yes, that is all the explanation you're getting, 'cause I'm too tired after conversing with Dr. Jekyll & Mr. Hyde last night.

Happy, though. Oh, god, yes.

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  • Current Music
    'Same Old Scene', Roxy Music.
(I've tried patience)

I really hope...

...that somewhere, there's a society for the appreciation of men who hate sport.

Last night's impossibly beautiful quote is now on my wall above appropriate pictures. ~happy shiver~

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  • Current Music
    The same.
(I've tried patience)

Nothing to see here...move on...

Look, I know I've said it before. I'm going to say it again, too, so you might as well get used to it.
I met a lot of wonderful people a week ago. They're all still wonderful, impossibly so.
But I keep turning up pieces of information - just scraps of randomness on people's journals - about one of them that just make me sit there in front of my computer, shaking my head in complete disbelief that someone so *fantastic* can really exist.
And that I met them.
My god, I'm so lucky!

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  • Current Music
    Some dreadful Janet Jackson song or other.
(I've tried patience)

~frown~

Ich bin unheimlich ungemotivated.

Someone kick me and make me *do something*?

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  • Current Music
    'Playgirl', Ladytron.
(I've tried patience)

Heh.

We're freaking out again. This is not good. We don't get panic attacks, damn it. We're not now. We're just cold. Yah.

Oh, and we absolutely can breathe. Yes, we can. Because if we couldn't, that would be bad. Indeed.

And it's not dark.

~clings to imaginary courtesan-chatelaine~
~and hyperactive rabbit~
~and leopardskin cook~
~and other comforting people~

...never mind. If I made it make sense, I couldn't post it. Last post, anywho.

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Note 1 : No, he doesn't cook leopardskins.
Note 2 : I hate myself for feeling better. But at least I feel better. ~sigh~
  • Current Music
    'Drowning In Berlin', The Mobiles.
(I've tried patience)

All for your delight...

....I am not here.
~g~
It's almost a quote from Midsummer Night's Dream. I think.

Not. Just. Not here. ~shakes head~ Not.

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Note : Mood "indescribable" set because "curious" doesn't even come close...
Later : *Dialogue*. Christ. ~dies~
  • Current Music
    Heh. 'Miss Chatelaine', k.d.lang. ~s~ Love her. Oh, and k.d.
(I've tried patience)

.....

I just don't know how to express how happy I feel.
It's freezing cold in here and I've been shivering all day and now I'm...just fine.
I would...I could...try and express it. But I'd worry that it would be thought trite, and I'd know it was inadequate, and...just...*oh*.

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Later : But I don't want to sleep....and then again...storm, outside. Me, inside. Safe. Safe. God.
A little later : How...how did you know?
  • Current Music
    'Don't Wake Me', Anyone.