December 12th, 2001

(I've tried patience)

............~lifts head, with much effort~ Wstfgl? Wftslglyphy. ~groan~

One. Hour. Of. Sleep. And that not even one solid hour, either.
My night went -
9:30 get off phone to G. 9:40 deal with a Blaise crisis, which takes until 10:10 to get sorted. 10:10 eat some dry noodles because supper was gross. 10:20 try and get to sleep. 10:40 be interrupted in attempts to sleep by house staff coming in to say goodnight. 10:50 be interrupted in attempts to sleep by Leonie giving me Latin prep. 11:00 fall asleep. 11:20 wake up, go to bathroom, go back to bed, try and sleep. 11:30 decide this isn't working because am too cold, put dressing gown on, try and sleep. 11:35 somehow become Shifty Shellshock from Crazy Town and end up having a D&M with bandmate Epic. 11:50 Epic seduces Shifty Shellshock. 12:10 still as Shifty, try and sleep. 12:20 realise dressing gown gets in way and anyway is green and fluffy and un-Shellshock-like. Lose dressing gown. 12:30 Epic (which is also me, duh) gets up to soak some tissues in water because Shifty is burning up. 12:40 general decision by Em, Shifty, Epic, Brandon Boyd, Chino, Chester and Mike Shinoda that sweet music is conducive to sleep. 12:45 get up, put on tape of Songs I Shouldn't Like, go back to bed. 12:47 get up to turn music down, go back to bed. 12:50 'Black Cloud' begins, and all begin to be lulled to sleep, but then it ends and so I get up to rewind it and play it again. 01:00 can't sleep because pillow is soaked, thanks to Epic and his wet tissues. 01:10 Eat some more dry noodles, listen to 'Change' by the Deftones. 01:15 get up to rewind tape again. Try and sleep. 01:25 get up to rewind tape again. Try and sleep. 01:40 get up and stop tape because it's keeping me awake. 01:45 fall asleep. 01:50 wake up, turn light on, try reading to exhaust self...

...and so it goes on.

I. Feel. Crap.

And I really wish someone had the Crazy Town CD so I could put 'Black Cloud' on repeat...

~groans~ I'm taking the morning off again...no way I can get through lessons like this...

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  • Current Music
    'Change (In The House Of Flies)', The Deftones.
(I've tried patience)

I wonder......

...if I couldn't sleep last night because I was so cross. I was really, really angry...
I don't know. It seems an odd thing to be angry about. But then, I treated Tash in much the same way for, like, a year, and I got shot down about it by *her* friends. But then, that was by her *friends*.
Oh, I don't know. I'm really too tired to think about it.
ANYway.
~thinks about G's post and wonders, and wonders if she can hope~
It's not that I didn't like Stuart...but....I liked Vince...*better*. ~s~

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  • Current Music
    'Crawling', Linkin Park, as sung by Yaz.
(I've tried patience)

I just can't get over...

...how damn *cute* N&J are.

I love those guys. They're my human credential, as I recall someone saying on TV a while back. Could have been Simon actually, I don't remember.

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  • Current Music
    I can't place it in my head...dammit...
(I've tried patience)

He. Can't. Spell.

But oh, fuck, yes, he is pretty. (Prettier than her, anyway -Ed.)

~rolls eyes~ This world is made all wrong.

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  • Current Music
    A-HA! It's '6 Underground' by The Sneaker Pimps!
(I've tried patience)

Oh, and -

I've just been back to look at your user pictures.

You're a goth! You ARE a goth! You are a GOTH. YOU. ARE. A. GOTH.

And I'm ill and tired and still cute with it so you have to agree with me. Nyah.

Oh, and you're really beautiful, too. ~s~ Love.

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  • Current Music
    The same.
(I've tried patience)

Whywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhy...

.....is LJ full of beautiful beautiful BEAUTIFUL beautiful men?

Hmm?

I don't understand!

And also, why are they all complete freaks in one way or another?

(This latest is a Jesus freak and OH MY GOD has sung the world's worst song...ahem. Anyway.)

~looks at LJ~ Well? What is it about you, hmm?

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  • Current Music
    Back to 'Black Cloud' again...
(I've tried patience)

Two Jeopardy answers for you :

1) What is, YAY!?

2) What is, AAAAAAARGH!!!!?

And the questions?

1) The sound made by an Emily upon discovering that a gay man she likes a lot has got back together with another gay man she likes almost as much, thereby reforming a couple who should never have split up in the first place.
Q! G : Nat said he spent the whole evening looking over at Si and calf-eyed or whatnot, so in the end Nat pushed him over and told him to do some serious groveling *s* and Si was more than willing, so they're back together *s*


2) The sound made by an Emily upon discovering that a certain brother of a certain friend of hers is going to show up at tomorrow's carol service. Where she will be wearing Sunday uniform. Again.

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  • Current Music
    "Prayer Of St. Francis" by Arthur Bliss. And coughing.
(I've tried patience)

I just can't get over...

...how...cute....that is. So cute. Cute, cute cute. CuTe! CUte! cuTE! CUTE! CUTE CUTE CUTE CUTE CUTE! CUUUUUUUUUUUUUUTE!

Ahem.

Namesake-of-little-guy-who-eats-corn-chips-in-The-Girl-From-Tomorrow, you are *damn* cute, and so is your namesake-of-everyone's-favourite-egomaniac.

[Y!M hearts to all]

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  • Current Music
    LMAO Well, *now* it's 'The Other Side Of Love', Yazoo! LOL