November 5th, 2001

(I've tried patience)

AAAAAAAAHHHHH Cassie is bad bad BAD FOR ME.....

~ggls~ And so is everyone else over there on my friends list....oh miaow miaow miaow...I was so fucking miserable this morning (Gemma...Jewel...gah) and then they link me to this! And this! (He *is* Colin from the Secret Garden film I have...Heydon Prowse...yes I fancied him too...~g~) And OMG, THIS.....twelve, nothing. PLEASE LET ME POUNCE YOU!
He is so beautiful....even if he's not wearing a tie he's wearing a suit...

So, less miserable than we were, then.

Miaow!

Oh, and in other news...~rolls eyes~....Chris told me last night he has his ears pierced.
~shakes head~
~shakes head again~
~sigh~
~incoherence~
~giggling~
~more incoherence~

I WANT DANIEL RADCLIFFE DAMMIT! ~pounces Dan~

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  • Current Music
    'Do The Strand', Roxy Music. Mmm....Bryan Ferry...mmm.
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EEEEEEK!

Quote from a conv in Cassie's journal comments page thing (yes we're all coherent right now) :
"...I can see Bill/Charlie..."

~shakes head~ HELP HELP HELP THE BUNNIES ARE OVERTAKING HELP HELP HELP

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    The same.
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Tee hee.

Well darlings....did I ever tell you how much better putting makeup on makes me feel?
Purple eyeshadow. Purple lipstick over eyeshadow. Purple glitter over that. Black eyeliner - only a little though. Mascara. Blue lipstick. Purple lipstick. And a little black-and-purple tear on my cheek. Is pretty. Am pleased.
Cassie is just the greatest. Yeah, you. I love you LOTS AND LOTS.
Well then...John Foxx on my CD player and obscure New R makeup. Not a Hitler moustache in sight my darling.
Oh, my sweet sweet darlings, I do love you all so much. (Especially asrana for sending me a photo of Pete last night. ~cuddles Pete~)

Love love love! ~air-kisses~

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    '030', John Foxx.
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~sigh~

As I must have said, I ended up falling (lightly) for one of my schoolfriends' brothers back at speech day.
Yes, well, she told Jewel, who is having a whale of a time laughing at me about it. OH JOY!
God, she's such a bitch.
Never mind. I can't really complain. I expect I deserve it from her after all...

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    'A New Kind Of Man', John Foxx.`
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Q! Q!

One :
""If a Tiger has a sock, how many computers does it hit?"
-from a madlib

Two :
"That's right...he doesn't care. He doesn't give a...a wheelbarrow of lemurs. So there."
-me & my Latin teacher
(my real one, not Geoff)

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    'Alcoholic', Starsailor.
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Hmm.

~sigh~ Darn. The blessed Twincest archive has a bunnies page. And...and this was up there :

"George..."

*sleepy murmur*

"...why..."

*questioning tone*

"...are you making love to that..."

*needy moan*

"...mirror...*

*pause*

"...when you can have ME?"

~tilts head~ MIRRORFIC! And now I want to write. ~sulks~ And I don't know what on earth to. Or how, or anything. Gah.

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    'Coming Down', Starsailor.
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Bugger.

Not only am I uninspired with F/G mirrorfic, I'm also late. ~sulks~

OK, someone else give me some ideas, come on. YOU wanted to see it, so YOU can give me some ideas. Nyah.

....~looks at picture of Pete and just...feels *better*~
I must e-mail him again. However scared and shy I may be. He's so beautiful, and his eyes make me want to sing. ~happysigh~ And he's *cuddling* things. Oh. ~loves Pete~

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    'Lullaby', Starsailor. Probably my favourite. Love!
(I've tried patience)

Hmm.

I miss Trowa.

~wonders if she should transfer her GW fic from That journal to This one so Cassie & co can read it~

Gah. Modest? No way. ~ggls~

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    'Way To Fall', Starsailor.
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~snerk~

OK, I'm all for him being hailed as a dude of the highest order, but this is actually quite sad.

He seems to have a rather sw...~cracks up~ I WILL NOT SAY IT I WILL NOT SAY IT I WILL NOT.

~giggles lots~

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    'Love Is Here', Starsailor.
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EEP!

Seamus. <3 <3 <3 <------hearts. Honest.

Seamus. ~sigh~

Oh dear. I NEED A FUCKING LIFE!

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    'Good Souls', Starsailor.
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~is crying~

Dammit...I've had enough of being the school fucking laughing stock...
Fuck I'm so fucking miserable. ~cries more~

Excuse me. This is a self-pity post. It does not require any comments of "cheer up" or anything. I apologise for it.

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    Starsailor.
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~shakes head wonderingly~

No matter how bloody unhappy I am, somehow my band always manage to come out with something that makes me smile. And yes, I know we've all seen this, but here it is anyway :

Simon can you describe your collegues' (the originl five members') charcter with three adjectives each. Don't forget to describe yourself and Warren!Lots of love. Alessandra

"Nick - arty, witty, child(ish/like). John - romantic, paranoid, aspiring. Roger - loyal, brave, humble. Andy - feisty, smart, wry. Simon - mystery flavoured tart. Warren - penis obsessed creative."

He cracks me up. Simon? I love you so much. ~s~

~looks at the words again~
~wonders about writing during her upcoming English lesson~
Childlike + Paranoid + Loyal + Feisty + Tart + ...well I wonder = Happy!Em...

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    'Disco Science', Mirwais
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BOUNCE!

Even the OFFICIAL Harry Potter site sorting hat put me in Slytherin....I rock, man, I just fucking rock!

No. I do not have a life. No lives here. Please move on.

YAY!

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  • Current Music
    'Touch And Go', John Foxx.
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A poem by Siegfried Sassoon that had me in tears today :

The Dug-Out

Why do you lie with your legs ungainly huddled,
And one arm bent across your sullen, cold,
Exhausted face? It hurts my heart to watch you,
Deep-shadow'd from the candle's guttering gold;
And you wonder why I shake you by the shoulder;
Drowsy, you mumble and sigh and turn your head...
You are too young to fall asleep for ever;
And when you sleep you remind me of the dead.
  • Current Music
    'Touch And Go', John Foxx.
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ARGH!

WHY the BLUE BEDAZZLED BANDICOOT do I ALWAYS do this to myself???

~rolls eyes~ Yes, I can remember the site address. Oh, and I'm sure I read it all the last time I was there.
~sits there trying to rationalise love for someone she's never spoken to, and the intense desire to do away with someone she knows is very very sweet indeed~
Ohhh....god damn it...

It's like someone's twisting a corkscrew in my heart...it's bleeding everywhere and they won't stop twisting it...and it hurts but it's opening me up and...oh...oh...bother.

~weak smile~ HI, GAIL!

....~cracks up~ This lagoon has crocodiles in it! ROFLMFAO

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    'Hunter', Dido.