October 4th, 2001

(I've tried patience)

Hmm.

Still ill, but staff say I have to go into lessons this morning anyway. I'm not sure what the point is - I'm hardly going to take anything in - but never mind.

Also, I (read : Nick aged fifteen) bolted upright in bed last night after a particularly horrible reiteration of that nightmare that I dreamed about him having. Um. This will have made sense to, like, one person - sorry. But still. It was horrible.

Both of which have detracted slightly from the total utter happiness of last night. Which is a shame, because I wanted nothing to. I love you. So much.

E.
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  • Current Music
    'All I Ever Wanted', The Human League. Yay the 'League!
(I've tried patience)

~cracks up~

Oh....Twi wrote an XFFic "in which Krycek compares Mulder to a Duran Duran lyric"...~loves Twi~
She also wrote VC fanfic and it's *still there*, a real novelty in this day and age where it's practically illegal. I've *missed* VC fanfic. It was one of those fandoms that really went with me.

ANYwho.

E.
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  • Current Music
    The same.
(I've tried patience)

Oh...

You just keep on surprising me and making me cry and laugh and be happy and stuff...today, this is why. (Hope you don't object to me linking...I'm sorry...)

It wasn't *all* my fault, Val love...~ggls~

Love you.

E.
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  • Current Music
    ~waves hands~ That...thing. Remix of. Um. Femme Fatale. Ick.
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P.S.

I'd forgotten how much I loved the word "archly". ~ggls~ Nice and random for you.

~thinks about Nick-at-fifteen and "Will You" by Hazel O'Connor and wishes they'd been released at the same time~

Hmm. Must get writing sometime.

E.
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  • Current Music
    Eeeeee, I *hate* Femme Fatale...sigh.
(I've tried patience)

Grr.

I really don't like it when people say "I should be excused from all my responsibilities because I have clinical depression and have a drink problem". Yes, I've waved the clinical depression flag a couple of times, but I haven't *ever* used it to try and get out of anything I was supposed to be doing. (Occasionally I haven't done something because of it, but I've never thought of it as an acceptable excuse and never tried to use it as such.)
Gah. So many kids have depression these days it barely warrants a half-hour off games. As for alcohol abuse, that, my sweet, is your problem and your silly fault and.....*grr*.

~shakes head~ "I take drugs every five minutes - at least I think I do, I can never really remember what's going on from one day to the next. Oh, and I can't live without alcohol. Hahahaha." ~shakes head again~ "Everyone owes me a living because I've been suffering from depression for, like, *ages*, goth goth goth goth whinge whinge goth goth whinge." ~shakes head AGAIN~ "Killing small things is fun."
....you have some weird friends.

Oy.

E.
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  • Current Music
    'Julie Andrews, aaaaaa, untouched by human haaaand...'
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Tee hee.

Amazon.co.uk is so much fun. I could spend hours there.
See, I tried the other day to make a list of all the albums I still wanted. (Yes. Well, precisely.) And I thought I'd wander over to Amazon now - since I have a spare hour - and type in the first of these and just jump from recommendation to recommendation and see how much I came up with. For an hour. No, you don't have to read it - I'm just very *very* bored. Witness :
Hits by Tony Hadley
All That You Can't Leave Behind by U2 (How do you get from Hadley to U2??? Oh well.)
Reveal by REM
Exciter by Depeche Mode
Secrets by The Human League
Pure by Gary Numan
The Garden by John Foxx
Ultravox! by Ultravox! (back when they had an exclamation mark)
Move Me by Midge Ure
Damned Don't Cry by Visage
The Very Best Of Classix Nouveaux by Classix Nouveaux
Can't Stand The Rezillos by The Rezillos
Retrospectacle by Thomas Dolby ("Customers who bought music by Thomas Dolby also bought music by Eva Cassidy". Eh???)
Exorcising Ghosts by Japan
Outland by Gary Numan
Reproduction by The Human League
Some Great Reward by Depeche Mode
The Best Of by New Order (Of all the groups you'd expect to come up with a snappy title...)
Beautifulgarbage by Garbage
Showbiz by Muse (I just like the title...)
JJ72 by JJ72
Black Market Music by Placebo
Fine Lines by My Vitriol (you'd want it too if you'd seen the singer)
Vibrate You by King Adora (please. PLEASE. please. I *love* this band)
The Holy Bible - or indeed Everything Must Go - by The Manic Street Preachers
Love Is Here by Starsailor
Get Ready by New Order
Electronic by Electronic
Melting Pot by The Charlatans
Like You Do by The Lightning Seeds (one of the world's most underrated bands)
Diva by Annie Lennox
Schizophonic by Geri Halliwell
Baby One More Time or indeed Oops I Did It Again by Britney Spears
Northern Star by Melanie C
Music by Madonna
Light Years by Kylie Minogue
Changing Faces by Louise
Transmission by Gay Dad (No, I didn't exactly get there straight from Louise...)
A Secret History by The Divine Comedy
Rufus Wainwright by Rufus Wainwright
Head Music by Suede
The Best Of by Blur
Attack Of The Grey Lantern by Mansun
10,000Hz Legend by Air
Play by Moby
Celebrity by 'NSync (yes, I cheated there, too)
I must say it's seriously gratifying to learn that there simply *is* no CD of Duran's on amazon that I don't own; still, I wish there was a B-sides collection.

Well....that took up some time...~yawns~ I wish I could *sleep*, I'm so tired and feel so ill but I can't sleep 'cause I'm so stuffed up. Gah.

E.
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  • Current Music
    'Sun Is Shining' - they're doing aerobics in the hall. Eeee.
(I've tried patience)

Hmm.

I've made That Decision again. Oh god. The Decision...to read all the library books before I go. Oh god. I make this Decision once a year, and this time I've actually *started* one of the books. Oh god. It looks like it's going to be deadly boring. Aaaargh.

Oh well. Improving, anyway!

~g~

I love you.

E.
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  • Current Music
    This stupid stupid STUPID exercise we do in choir...
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Yay!

Mrs. Huang's having another baby! Yay!

Although it means we won't see her much this year...which is a sad thing. But still, I'm so happy for her. I'm going to make a card for her this weekend with little pictures of the Durans and their Duranlings, to say congratulations...

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  • Current Music
    This *appalling* - oh my god is it bad - song from choir.
(I've tried patience)

Tick....tick....tick....tick....

....tick....tick....tick....tick....tick....tick....
....~watches minutes tick past~....
....tick....tick....tick....tick....tick....tick....
....8:12....
....8:13....
....tick....tick....tick....tick....tick....tick....
....~looks through walls to Common Room phone~....
....tick....tick....tick....tick....tick....tick....
....8:14....
....~lonely plaintive sounds~....

E.
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  • Current Music
    'Waiting' by Ultravox. Thank god! Fantastic song. ~dreams~