* a bag of frozen peas held to my face.
* gone through half a tube of Bonjela in two days.
* an appointment with the dentist tomorrow, down at home, meaning more expensive trains back here afterwards.
* really fucking had enough of this.
This is the kind of pain where you want to punch yourself in the mouth because you're somehow convinced it will help. I have had enough. I can't stop crying, I've got to go to mum's concert tonight and I really want to go, but it's going to be agony. I'm exhausted because I'm not sleeping because it hurts. Whine, whine, whine, whine, whine, pitiful whine.
I'm sorry. Hopefully I can stop whining sometime soon. Maybe even tomorrow, if they do something helpful for me at the dentist. But for now, ow.