Breaking. Absolutely breaking. When the tsunami happened my Flist exploded with people saying 'I want to fly out there to help', and I shook my head in incomprehension, and right now I want so badly to get on a train to Kent to say 'Look, I can help, I know I can' that it's causing me physical pain.
I don't know. Could write a lot of nonsense here. Not doing so. Just staring at the story trying to remind myself that if I turned up on their doorstep they'd send me away again immediately.