So stupid, so fucking stupid.
If I still feel like this in the morning, I'll need to delete my journal for a little while - not long, probably just a few hours. I'd do it now but last time everyone worried and I want them to not worry this time so I thought I'd give people fair warning.
But. Christ. How many times do I have to fuck up before one of you does the decent thing and tells me to leave you all the hell alone?