Actually, after all that? I had a remarkably sane time at college. I talked with my wonderful wonderful singing teacher, and suddenly realised that the drugs are helping - everything seemed much clearer than it would have done a couple of weeks ago. Don't want to go into what might or might not be happening, because I just don't know yet, but it's looking...stable. If not actually 'good'. I'm not sure what 'good' would be, right now.
Mum is at Buckingham Palace. Seriously. ~grin~ Before she left, she gave me a gorgeous notebook and some honey and some fairly precious attention. And a rabbit. With a basket of glitter.